I was a Christian for about 16 years, but as time went by I started to ask question that the church didn't want me to ask, they said to wait till we get to heaven and we will know everything. When I left the church they were praying for me, not realizing that I was much more happier, they all kept together never adventuring outside they beliefs. Whatever I told them they would come back with, the devil is talking through you, they were so narrow minded it made me sick.
I went back to the church just recently just to see how I would handle it, as I liked singing the hymns and playing the organ, but I just couldn't do it, I felt like I was deceiving myself, like a child that has grown up and no more can believe in Santa clues, and his friends who still believe cannot understand why he doesn't.
I went back to the church just recently just to see how I would handle it, as I liked singing the hymns and playing the organ, but I just couldn't do it, I felt like I was deceiving myself, like a child that has grown up and no more can believe in Santa clues, and his friends who still believe cannot understand why he doesn't.
