I'm a bit worried, not because she's suddenly out of nowhere devout, but because this is exactly what I did as soon as I had religious doubts, and when I had begun to realize I was becoming an Atheist. I couldn't handle the fact that I was becoming something religion demonized so horribly, so I did everything in my power to fight. I'm worried because when having these discussion with my mother, my intention was to point out inconsistencies, but it was never my intention to cause her to doubt her religion. The thing is I don't know for a fact that she's doubting her faith, because she's denying that, which is exactly what I did too.
I'm afraid because she believes God saved her from an abusive relationship with her then husband, and I've been asking questions because I was, 1) trying to understand why make a conclusion involving God, and 2) pointing out flaws and try to get an explanation for those, which almost always ends up resulting in more questions, I worry I may have started to give her doubts, and because she cries when talking about being rescued(tears of joy), I feel like maybe by asking questions, I did more harm than good. But the problem is this is tough to avoid, because even if I stop starting these discussions(which I have done a good job with, I think), she will still occasionally start one, and then I, as usual, go into skeptic mode and ask my questions for the above reasons. I do my best to keep the discussions short, and quiet so to not cause too much of a ruckus, but sometimes I feel like I'm not being heard so things get heated up, unintentionally, of course.
I don't know if she's doubting her faith, and I can't know for sure because she denies that its happening, but this degree of devoutness is not like her. It seems like she's struggling with something. Maybe my questions, maybe my atheism(however unlikely it may be since she denies that too), or maybe something else in her life. What if she is doubting and I'm the reason for it? Could I be the reason for this? Could I be overreacting?
I'm afraid because she believes God saved her from an abusive relationship with her then husband, and I've been asking questions because I was, 1) trying to understand why make a conclusion involving God, and 2) pointing out flaws and try to get an explanation for those, which almost always ends up resulting in more questions, I worry I may have started to give her doubts, and because she cries when talking about being rescued(tears of joy), I feel like maybe by asking questions, I did more harm than good. But the problem is this is tough to avoid, because even if I stop starting these discussions(which I have done a good job with, I think), she will still occasionally start one, and then I, as usual, go into skeptic mode and ask my questions for the above reasons. I do my best to keep the discussions short, and quiet so to not cause too much of a ruckus, but sometimes I feel like I'm not being heard so things get heated up, unintentionally, of course.
I don't know if she's doubting her faith, and I can't know for sure because she denies that its happening, but this degree of devoutness is not like her. It seems like she's struggling with something. Maybe my questions, maybe my atheism(however unlikely it may be since she denies that too), or maybe something else in her life. What if she is doubting and I'm the reason for it? Could I be the reason for this? Could I be overreacting?
If pinkie pie isn't real, then how do you explain the existence of ponies, huh? If ponies are real, then that's proof that Pinkie Pie is real. Checkmate, christians! 
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Let's stop fighting and and start smiling! This is our one and only life to live... let's be friends and live it with smiles!
-- Book of Pinkie Pie 7:3
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Let's stop fighting and and start smiling! This is our one and only life to live... let's be friends and live it with smiles!
-- Book of Pinkie Pie 7:3
