You made me shed a tear there....... I am progressing. You have helped me to question things but I feel that debating very similar issues over and over is not getting us (or me) any where and at the end of the day this forum is for people who do not believe in God or 'gods'. I don't want to keep repeating myself as already I detect some who are 'fed-up' with my 'stance' or continued 'beliefs'. I think, starting to read the book by Stenger brought a change in me: it made me realise that no amount of 'models' (as if we can really think we can 'create' a model of God??) or applying logic, will 'decide' this issue. It's a 'spiritual' issue or rather it's what speaks to your 'heart' or your conscience.
"The eternal mystery of the world is its comprehensibility"
Albert Einstein
Albert Einstein