Hi im from a foreign country
i just want to skip ahead to my main topic
im the second child in my family im 15 years old and all my friends have cheated on me and right now i have only one friend always i keep thinking that why does she even want me.my mother always makes me to work for her and no matter how hard i try to clean our whole house she will always find a way to make me sad and she keeps telling me how ugly iam and that no one will never want me shes so fat and shes kind of upset with the fact that im not.
my brother keeps making fun of me in front of every one and makes me ANGRY.i took this test that if your depressed or not like a hundred times and the test says i need to go to a counsellor but the say this places are only for crazy people
our family have enough money but they only pay for my brother
i tried to kill myself twice but it didnt work out right now im crying lately no matters why i start crying and ive been eating as much as a bird the only thing that makes me hopeful is to think about the future that i might have
please dont make fun of me i need help please
i just want to skip ahead to my main topic
im the second child in my family im 15 years old and all my friends have cheated on me and right now i have only one friend always i keep thinking that why does she even want me.my mother always makes me to work for her and no matter how hard i try to clean our whole house she will always find a way to make me sad and she keeps telling me how ugly iam and that no one will never want me shes so fat and shes kind of upset with the fact that im not.
my brother keeps making fun of me in front of every one and makes me ANGRY.i took this test that if your depressed or not like a hundred times and the test says i need to go to a counsellor but the say this places are only for crazy people
our family have enough money but they only pay for my brother
i tried to kill myself twice but it didnt work out right now im crying lately no matters why i start crying and ive been eating as much as a bird the only thing that makes me hopeful is to think about the future that i might have
please dont make fun of me i need help please