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[Serious] Rational reason for ending my life.
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Rational reason for ending my life.
CONTEXT:

I've lived a very uneventful life full of fuck-ups. My earliest memory is as a fuck-up. I was put into the hall for having said something mean to a class mate in kindergarten. Since then I cheated on tests, stole from my school and even talked them into giving me an independent study with a custom built, by my specification (this was in the 1990s) computer from scratch, which I also stole from. I literally lifted a graphics board out of the computer and took it home while plugging in the VGA monitor into the Mobo port and NOBODY KNEW the difference. Back then it was probably worth about $2000 in today bucks, but cost the school $600.

I never got better. I went to a scummy school, for an associates degree. I didn't learn anything accept from our required ethics course. Seems clear that value and interest can be weighted against human lives. To that end I've lived a fairly worthless existence doing work for who ever would pay me. That is until 2007-8 hit which killed all my business.

I lost my home and all my referrals and general business.

I was forced to move in with my brother for 2 years before he kicked me out, he had a legit job that I kept trying to subvert. Then I moved in with my mother. I lived with her till she died. I never changed.

No I'm just a miserable worthless piece of human waist walking around out there.

METHOD:
I think buying a nitro tank and getting an end bag is the way to go. That said. AI cannot solicit anything illegal. I would not, for example: ask for a nitro tank. I would not ever offer to pay well in advance for said thing. Nobody is suggesting any transactions.

Thanks!
-gb
"I'm thick." - Me
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Rational reason for ending my life. - by Goosebump - April 12, 2021 at 9:40 pm
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Rev. Rye - April 12, 2021 at 9:54 pm
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by arewethereyet - April 12, 2021 at 10:27 pm
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Belacqua - April 13, 2021 at 2:17 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by The Valkyrie - April 13, 2021 at 6:45 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Brian37 - April 13, 2021 at 6:47 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by The Valkyrie - April 13, 2021 at 7:06 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Duty - April 13, 2021 at 8:42 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by brewer - April 13, 2021 at 8:58 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Foxaèr - April 13, 2021 at 9:01 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by LadyForCamus - April 14, 2021 at 9:25 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Nay_Sayer - April 13, 2021 at 9:22 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by zwanzig - April 13, 2021 at 9:55 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by tackattack - April 13, 2021 at 10:07 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Astreja - April 14, 2021 at 11:32 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by tackattack - April 14, 2021 at 4:21 pm
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Rev. Rye - April 13, 2021 at 11:57 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Rev. Rye - April 13, 2021 at 11:34 pm
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Rahn127 - April 14, 2021 at 9:07 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Ranjr - April 14, 2021 at 4:48 pm
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by purplepurpose - April 15, 2021 at 11:32 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Fake Messiah - April 22, 2021 at 3:34 am
RE: Rational reason for ending my life. - by Reforged - April 22, 2021 at 4:36 am

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