RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
October 8, 2016 at 1:48 am
(This post was last modified: October 8, 2016 at 1:49 am by robvalue.)
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Yeah, to anyone who hasn't experienced it, it's really hard to describe. I can be coping okay one minute, then for no apparent reason, everything goes to shit in my head. Everything seems hopeless, existence is painful. I just want to die, and I can't think about much else. It's really hard to pull myself out of this, although eventually it passes. Gentle loving care speeds up the process. But it lasts as long as it lasts. It's scary to have no control over such emotions. When there is a trigger and/or accompanying thoughts, at least I can address them. Just feeling utterly hopeless in general is really hard to deal with.
Yeah, to anyone who hasn't experienced it, it's really hard to describe. I can be coping okay one minute, then for no apparent reason, everything goes to shit in my head. Everything seems hopeless, existence is painful. I just want to die, and I can't think about much else. It's really hard to pull myself out of this, although eventually it passes. Gentle loving care speeds up the process. But it lasts as long as it lasts. It's scary to have no control over such emotions. When there is a trigger and/or accompanying thoughts, at least I can address them. Just feeling utterly hopeless in general is really hard to deal with.
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