RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
July 14, 2017 at 12:18 am
(This post was last modified: July 14, 2017 at 12:20 am by Joods.)
CIJS -
I get you 9 days a month. Nine. Fucking. Days. So when I attempt to show you something related to the amount of time I have you - and you decide to act like a miss know-it-all - I'm going to put you in your place about it. I hardly get you and yet you seem okay with that. Well I'm sorry I seemed to have fucked up your life. Go back to your dad's house and don't come back here if that's the way you are going to look at things. I already have to deal with the fact that my family stabbed me in the back. I already have to deal with the fact that I have not been allowed ANY sort of contact with your sister for nearly three years now. I do NOT need your attitude and you making me feel like a shit parent just because your dad thinks he's better than me and lets you know about it every chance he gets. You all can fucking have each other and I will live in peace. It will hurt - just as much as it hurts that I can't see your sister. It will probably send me over the edge. But I'd rather you stay away from me if you are just going to bring me further heartache by telling me how lousy of a mother I am.
I don't need this shit. I didn't ask for it and I don't fucking deserve it.
I get you 9 days a month. Nine. Fucking. Days. So when I attempt to show you something related to the amount of time I have you - and you decide to act like a miss know-it-all - I'm going to put you in your place about it. I hardly get you and yet you seem okay with that. Well I'm sorry I seemed to have fucked up your life. Go back to your dad's house and don't come back here if that's the way you are going to look at things. I already have to deal with the fact that my family stabbed me in the back. I already have to deal with the fact that I have not been allowed ANY sort of contact with your sister for nearly three years now. I do NOT need your attitude and you making me feel like a shit parent just because your dad thinks he's better than me and lets you know about it every chance he gets. You all can fucking have each other and I will live in peace. It will hurt - just as much as it hurts that I can't see your sister. It will probably send me over the edge. But I'd rather you stay away from me if you are just going to bring me further heartache by telling me how lousy of a mother I am.
I don't need this shit. I didn't ask for it and I don't fucking deserve it.
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