(September 25, 2017 at 5:38 pm)Cyberman Wrote: See, that last day we drove to her mum's, she was in the front passenger seat and me behind. I was very annoyed because I knew she wasn't well. But I mellowed as we drove on, and I saw her watching me in the wing mirror. She reached her hand back towards me and I held it, and tickled it and made her laugh. She promised she wouldn't be long as she wasn't feeling well. Then we dropped her off at the bottom of her mum's road, we got out and kissed and hugged, and I watched and waved as she went into the door. Then my life, like hers, ended.
So... you went with her up to the door... Whatever happened, happened with her mum? Next to you, the person on this planet more desiring her well-being.
Do you suppose that, had you been there with her, when that happened, you'd have made a difference?
I'm willing to bet that you would only be a witness of that horrific end... And, today, you'd probably feel worse for your inability to do anything.
You should try not to blame yourself.
I see you doing nothing wrong in the story you told.
Remember her as she was, full of life, right up to the end!