(September 14, 2016 at 12:15 pm)Kernel Sohcahtoa Wrote: In high school and in college, I was actually not interested in math at all. However, two years ago, I became interested in it and have taught myself (no classes or formal education; I'm simply an independent learner, nothing more) high school algebra, pre-calc, trig, calc I,II,III (I absolutely loved the u substitution), differential equations (odes w/ a brief intro to pdes), elementary linear algebra, and discrete math (I'm currently learning this). My point in making this recollection is that with the exception of basic linear algebra and discrete math, I was definitely more focused on the numerical and computational aspects of subjects, rather than gaining a true appreciation for the underlying theory. Hence, I was too grounded in computational thinking, and I can tell you that it is entirely normal to be thrown off by letters, as they represent a shift in thinking (from the specific to the general) which takes time to properly cultivate.
Could you tell me what material you used to learn Calc II and III and differential equations?