So, I've had a busy month! I miss you guys a lot! I got a new job. I am counseling teenaged girls about self-esteem and safe sex, among other things. It's pretty cool. Most of these girls are in trouble for taking photos of themselves that are inappropriate for their ages. I've even met one 14 year old girl who can't go longer than 30 minutes without taking her own picture, and posting it to the internet. I am also loaded down with school work, as I am double majoring in anthro, and psychology.
In just a few hours, I head to court to present my case to the judge in regards to custody of my daughter, Lizzy. I am really nervous about that, as there isn't any room for failure. She's got to come back home, and get the hell out of there. I don't want to go into why, but just know that she's currently being raised by a man who referred to my friend, Porshia, as "some nigger bitch". Yeah, I'm sure you all that know anything about me, know that my eyeballs almost exploded. That's what kind of person her father is, and I am ashamed I ever let him touch me.
Because of all of this, I have had to quit my night job. He loves to go to court and tell the judge about my alternate career choice. Asshole! Anyway, I have been singing for cash at a fine dining establishment 2 nights a week. It isn't bad... oh, fuck, who am I kidding? I hate every second of it. I have to dress like a real woman, which I hate, and I have to sing Gershwin songs to a bunch of rich snobby people, which is fucking awful. I sing 3 solos, and the rest is backup for the male singer. Oh! and I don't like singing in public, but for a few hundred extra dollars a week for 4 hours work, I'm not gonna bitch about it too much.
In two months, I am having elective surgery. Having 4 babies in 5 years kinda took it's toll on my body, and I am fixing some things with which I am unhappy. This will be my second cosmetic procedure, and I am really looking forward to the outcome. I have taken a lot of judgements because of this, especially from my female friends, but they can really get fucked. I have been saving for this for 2 years, and while it doesn't seem like a big deal to a lot of people, it bothers me, and so I am doing something about it. Haters are gonna hate, and I need five or six more before summer, anyway.
I wish I had more time to catch up on the threads. I miss everyone's conversation, and have been utterly isolated for quite some time. My schedule is jam packed, and I hate it, but hopefully once I have this court shit out of the way, and a better routine going I will get to drop in more often.
How is everyone doing? I hope you're all well.
In just a few hours, I head to court to present my case to the judge in regards to custody of my daughter, Lizzy. I am really nervous about that, as there isn't any room for failure. She's got to come back home, and get the hell out of there. I don't want to go into why, but just know that she's currently being raised by a man who referred to my friend, Porshia, as "some nigger bitch". Yeah, I'm sure you all that know anything about me, know that my eyeballs almost exploded. That's what kind of person her father is, and I am ashamed I ever let him touch me.
Because of all of this, I have had to quit my night job. He loves to go to court and tell the judge about my alternate career choice. Asshole! Anyway, I have been singing for cash at a fine dining establishment 2 nights a week. It isn't bad... oh, fuck, who am I kidding? I hate every second of it. I have to dress like a real woman, which I hate, and I have to sing Gershwin songs to a bunch of rich snobby people, which is fucking awful. I sing 3 solos, and the rest is backup for the male singer. Oh! and I don't like singing in public, but for a few hundred extra dollars a week for 4 hours work, I'm not gonna bitch about it too much.
In two months, I am having elective surgery. Having 4 babies in 5 years kinda took it's toll on my body, and I am fixing some things with which I am unhappy. This will be my second cosmetic procedure, and I am really looking forward to the outcome. I have taken a lot of judgements because of this, especially from my female friends, but they can really get fucked. I have been saving for this for 2 years, and while it doesn't seem like a big deal to a lot of people, it bothers me, and so I am doing something about it. Haters are gonna hate, and I need five or six more before summer, anyway.
I wish I had more time to catch up on the threads. I miss everyone's conversation, and have been utterly isolated for quite some time. My schedule is jam packed, and I hate it, but hopefully once I have this court shit out of the way, and a better routine going I will get to drop in more often.
How is everyone doing? I hope you're all well.
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