I can't say I hate either although I hope they both die as soon as possible. Obviously so they can get to heaven, and nothing to do with ridding earth of two nutters.
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.