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Cthulhu, my grandparents had a similar thing. My grandfather passed away and my grandmother stopped all meds and lost all desire to live. It is really sad
 I'm so sorry you're having to go through this with your dad.Congrats, Rahul! Hope you two have a special night! 
 (July 5, 2013 at 2:37 pm)festive1 Wrote: Cthulhu, my grandparents had a similar thing. My grandfather passed away and my grandmother stopped all meds and lost all desire to live. It is really sad Yeah. He says he will go back on his meds if he gets out of the hospital. Don't know that I believe him given his history. 
This is hard for me to admit but I've had the same kind of reaction over losing my sweet Princess. Rather than stopping medication, since I wasn't on anything prior, I'd deliberately over-medicate on the meds I was prescribed as a result. Not an overdose per se (though I've done that a few times as well) the idea was to allow the medication to build up in my system to the point where I would have taken a fatal dose in total. Basically I wanted to be taken rather than take myself; which is essentially what happened to my Sam on that horrible day. I still have episodes like that despite my personal life having improved - for a given value of 'improved' anyway.
It sounds selfish of me I know. I just want to be with my Sam one way or another, whatever that actually means in practise.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'
I can't keep up with this pace. Sleep deprived. Coming apart at the seams. I started having some mild hallucinations, probably from lack of sleep. Which, after a warm shower, is where I am headed.
I'm so sorry CD that you're having it rough. I hate it when friends suffer.. Just say if there's anything I can do for you.
When I was young, there was a god with infinite power protecting me. Is there anyone else who felt that way? And was sure about it? but the first time I fell in love, I was thrown down - or maybe I broke free - and I bade farewell to God and became human. Now I don't have God's protection, and I walk on the ground without wings, but I don't regret this hardship. I want to live as a person. -Arina Tanemura
Why is Cthulhu's forum name crossed out?
Everything I needed to know about life I learned on Dagobah.
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July 6, 2013 at 12:13 pm
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(July 6, 2013 at 11:51 am)Rahul Wrote: Why is Cthulhu's forum name crossed out?Something must have happened. Oh, apparently I'm wrong. It was just someone abusing their power... 
I went out last night to celebrate the final exam being passed.
I got very drunk and so did everyone else. I got layed again for the first time in 2 or 3 months. I disapeared the next morning cause she asked me if we wanted to go hicking (which scared me) I fell asleep on the train home and was horrified about ending up being in Salzburg for 3 hours which in my oppinion is the most horrible, snobish and disgusting place in the western hemisphere. And when I got home I had an awfull cramp in my right foot, which I always get when I forget to work against the dehydration through alcohol with drinking water. RE: How are you today?
July 6, 2013 at 3:56 pm
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(July 6, 2013 at 3:54 pm)The Germans are coming Wrote: I got layed again for the first time in 2 or 3 months. I thought, from something I read on a different thread, that you were gay. Sorry for that incorrect idea. Congrats dude! Was she hot? What you remember at least? What is "hicking"?
Everything I needed to know about life I learned on Dagobah.
(July 6, 2013 at 3:56 pm)Rahul Wrote: I thought, from something I read on a different thread, that you were gay. Naaaa, would never have been offended by that. Quote:Congrats dude! Was she hot? What you remember at least? She is very small which was a new kind of expirience. And has blue eyes and blond hair which I made fun of (cause I always need something to make fun of). Quote:What is "hicking"? ahh hiking not hicking. German word is "wandern". |
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