What the fuck even is my life

[Belacqua]

You're the one torturing you though, right? I mean you're the one making yourself pay. 

I'd rather feel guilty for what I'd done than be someone with no conscience. 

Nobody here knows enough to give you good advice, but I hope that time will lessen the pain.

Well I don't have a conscience and I still feel guilty. I know that doesn't make sense. It's like I feel guilty for not having a conscience.

You're right; it doesn't make sense.

But then people are infinitely complex, so it's not strange to have paradoxes built in.

Becoming aware of them is good.

[BrianSoddingBoru4]

You're the one torturing you though, right? I mean you're the one making yourself pay. 

I'd rather feel guilty for what I'd done than be someone with no conscience. 

Nobody here knows enough to give you good advice, but I hope that time will lessen the pain.

Well I don't have a conscience and I still feel guilty. I know that doesn't make sense. It's like I feel guilty for not having a conscience.

That sounds really stupid (probably because it is). If you feel guilty about having no conscience, that means you have a conscience, because without a conscience you wouldn’t have the ability to experience guilt.

I’ll happily grant that the conscience you do have is a warped, stunted, twisted eldritch nightmare of a thing, but it’s still there.

Boru

[Ahriman]

Well I don't have a conscience and I still feel guilty. I know that doesn't make sense. It's like I feel guilty for not having a conscience.

That sounds really stupid (probably because it is). If you feel guilty about having no conscience, that means you have a conscience, because without a conscience you wouldn’t have the ability to experience guilt.

I’ll happily grant that the conscience you do have is a warped, stunted, twisted eldritch nightmare of a thing, but it’s still there.

Boru

Fuck, you nailed it.

[no one]

Look on the bright side, at least you're not me.

[h4ym4n]

You sound like an immature teenager.


You’ve been ask your age several times.


Are you embarrassed to give it out?

[Ahriman]

You sound like an immature teenager.


You’ve been ask your age several times.


Are you embarrassed to give it out?

No, my age is irrelevant. If you think I'm an immature teenager, then just think that.

[h4ym4n]

You sound like an immature teenager.


You’ve been ask your age several times.


Are you embarrassed to give it out?

No, my age is irrelevant. If you think I'm an immature teenager, then just think that.

I also thought you were a whiny little girl until I was corrected 


You age is relevant to me. It will make replies to your bizarre post a little easier

[Angrboda]

I suspect that losing love is never for "the right reasons." Time and finding someone else is probably the answer.

[Ahriman]

I suspect that losing love is never for "the right reasons."  Time and finding someone else is probably the answer.

i feel like "finding someone else" is very disrespectful to the person you originally loved.

[Angrboda]

I suspect that losing love is never for "the right reasons."  Time and finding someone else is probably the answer.

i feel like "finding someone else" is very disrespectful to the person you originally loved.

Or, it could be a chance to do right by learning from your mistakes and treating someone else better.