Before attending my former church, I didn't know the difference between Christianity and Evangelical Christianity. Now, my understanding is that one entails accepting the faith and worshiping privately while the other includes proselytizing.
Religious superstitions have always been among my family. Four years ago, my journey officially began in the form of discipleship and a desire for community. But it concluded with obsessions over everyone's salvation (especially in professional settings). Acts of charity gradually became attention seeking. Primarily the attention of an all-knowing deity.
Hopefully, my discipleship and fallacious God-of-the-gaps reasoning can be unlearned entirely.
Religious superstitions have always been among my family. Four years ago, my journey officially began in the form of discipleship and a desire for community. But it concluded with obsessions over everyone's salvation (especially in professional settings). Acts of charity gradually became attention seeking. Primarily the attention of an all-knowing deity.
Loosing religious belief doesn't hurt nearly as much as loosing trust in a group of people who worship so close to home. Then again, this planet is home for all of us. Maybe it's time for me to expand my sense of home.
Hopefully, my discipleship and fallacious God-of-the-gaps reasoning can be unlearned entirely.