I had to go to church today.
Despite my best (and successful) efforts to black it all out, the feeling of suffocation didn't leave me til I was out the door.
What fascinated me was this strange impression. Now, standing there as an unbeliever, when bits of the mass did sink in through my wall of frantic thoughts attempting to remember the build and functions of all parts of the human respiratory, circulatory, digestive and urinary systems, I noticed how much more insane everything the priest said sounded, and how much more evident the marketing psychological tricks were to the not blindfolded eye.
Glad I don't have to be there anymore.
Despite my best (and successful) efforts to black it all out, the feeling of suffocation didn't leave me til I was out the door.
What fascinated me was this strange impression. Now, standing there as an unbeliever, when bits of the mass did sink in through my wall of frantic thoughts attempting to remember the build and functions of all parts of the human respiratory, circulatory, digestive and urinary systems, I noticed how much more insane everything the priest said sounded, and how much more evident the marketing psychological tricks were to the not blindfolded eye.
Glad I don't have to be there anymore.
