(August 31, 2016 at 4:46 pm)Expired Wrote:

(August 31, 2016 at 4:45 pm)Bella Morte Wrote: Never touch a British persons lager!  

I'm calling her a taxi.

She's drinking your beer, you need to be calling her an armored brigade.

Can I just be honest

-you were insensitive and oblivious. You should have paid better attention other people could see. You should have seen.

-you need to get your head in a better place before you go making big life altering decisions. Really really...honey baby. This is not the way.

-you need to put up or shut up because I don't have time for games

-and you....oh you. You interfering person you. I thought that I loved you and really...I do. Stupidly. You poison everything you touch. And you enjoy that. You take some sort of sick disgusting pleasure in pushing people over the edge. I thought it was just me. And so I blamed myself for a long time. But it's not. It's you. You do ruin people's lives as some sort of sick hobby. Stop doing that shit. You're not some sexy mysterious devil on everyone's shoulder. You're just a horrible cruel heartless person.

-you hold me up. You help me tread water. You make me smile. You keep me safe, even if only metaphorically, even if only from myself. Thank you for being the greatest people I know. You make me strong. Thank you.

Can I just say, and I'm not talking to anyone in particular, and I hate having to imagine any of people's posts here are directed at other members, so I'll just pretend none are, including mine...

What was I saying? Oh, yes. People are fucking crazy to me. And I don't mean that in a bad way, it just makes me very very sad not to be able to connect with anyone at a meaningful level. I'm lonely enough as it is. I'm always lonely. Very few understand this kind of loneliness. You can't complain, not really. No one will understand you. Ever. This is something other people feel too, I'm sure, but its in their own way and not something you can talk about freely. It's like this incredible barrier that no word or even feeling can ever surpass. I'm sick and tired of it.

Fuck people.

Fuck all the people.

But clean up when you're done. I don't wanna be left mopping the thread!

(August 31, 2016 at 11:41 pm)Losty Wrote: Fuck all the people.

But clean up when you're done. I don't wanna be left mopping the thread!

(August 31, 2016 at 11:13 pm)Losty Wrote: Can I just be honest

-you were insensitive and oblivious. You should have paid better attention other people could see. You should have seen.

-you need to get your head in a better place before you go making big life altering decisions. Really really...honey baby. This is not the way.

-you need to put up or shut up because I don't have time for games

-and you....oh you. You interfering person you. I thought that I loved you and really...I do. Stupidly. You poison everything you touch. And you enjoy that. You take some sort of sick disgusting pleasure in pushing people over the edge. I thought it was just me. And so I blamed myself for a long time. But it's not. It's you. You do ruin people's lives as some sort of sick hobby. Stop doing that shit. You're not some sexy mysterious devil on everyone's shoulder. You're just a horrible cruel heartless person.

-you hold me up. You help me tread water. You make me smile. You keep me safe, even if only metaphorically, even if only from myself. Thank you for being the greatest people I know. You make me strong. Thank you.

Beautiful post Lostykins. Very emotional. And I feel bad for you that anyone has ever hurt you had you wrongly blaming yourself or messed you around. I'm glad the blame is off you now. I'm glad you no longer blame yourself

But most of all I especially like the last part of your post: I always like it when it ends on a positive note

(August 31, 2016 at 11:35 pm)Mamacita Wrote: Fuck people.

People?!  Oh hell, they're the worst.  Fucking is too good for them.

CIJS how swass this thread is. Diggity.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_JphDdGV2TU