CIJS,

I was planning to watch Inherit the Wind (1960) without any interruptions tonight.  However, its emphasis on thinking motivated me to pull out some math stuff and think.  Once I finish, I'll get back to the film, which IMO, is quite marvelous.

CIJS,

I appreciate you. I value your friendship. I think you rock. Is all.

(July 22, 2017 at 5:38 pm)Longhorn Wrote: No, it's for a much more shallow, lame reason

I doubt it's shallow or lame. Anywhoooo we missed ya.

(July 25, 2017 at 12:52 am)Thumpalumpacus Wrote: Two words you probably won't say, but they're two words you need to say.

I think you know what they are, and I won't respond until I hear them, after your behavior tonight.

1. More
2. Tacos
More tacos. I gotchu, homie. Lol
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CIJS
It's midnight and I should be asleep, but I'm inspired.

I'm feeling discovered. By me. In a good way. I'm fucking 32 years old, yo, and it took me this long to get to a place where I can look you in the eye and tell you: This is who I am. This is what it's like to be in my head. This is what I like to do, to listen to, to talk about, to write about, to taste. This is what I am and I fucking love it. I'm proud of it. It's my god damned art. When I left the control of the church, a husband controlled me for a decade. When that was over... I had no self.

This is what I came up with. This is me. I fucking like me. Sometimes old me throws a tantrum and wants to tell me that I don't want to put my foot down, because it's scary. Sometimes I forget that I'm strong and I hide underneath old me, but yo! I'm not my past. I think I'm not that bad and fuck, I have good taste in friends.

       

Now I wanna talk about flan. I like it. It dissolves softly in my mouth and awakens everything. So, hey, boo. Your friendship is like flan. So sweet, it's comforting. I feel like it's a selfish luxury, because I get more out of it than you ever will. I have learned so much, about random things, but also about myself. Fuck. So much. I truly consider you one of those things I'm proud of in my new and improved self. Damn. Look at that. That's the kind of human I choose to be my friend. I'm good at this, because look. Flan.

And hey, all my friends here who have ever taken the time to read my CIJS posts, I see you. Thank you. I fucking love you. I'd get "the next round" for all of you ranty mofos if I could. Fucking ey. Goodnight now.

CIJS,

J a c k, you are thirty-two?! How?!

You look ten years younger in your accent video.

(July 25, 2017 at 5:04 am)Mr.Obvious Wrote: CIJS,

J a c k, you are thirty-two?! How?!

You look ten years younger in your accent video.

Why, thank you. Why do you think I'm the Mama around here? I'm no babeh! Lol

Shhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeahhhh I thought you were at least five years younger than me! Is it sad that I can't remember if I'm 31 or 32? Born March of 86, anyone wanna do maths for luckie?

I just got out of hospital. I feel like that's 11? Days of my life I shan't get back.. dilotted, oh how I adore thee... is that bad? I dont care. I love it. I love it. I want more of it! Its.. gone.

Now I'm back to life. I missed the CIJS thread, I was afraid I'd miss everything going on with you guys. I did, but ivys post made me feel like the world is all right. She should write a book about her path of self discovery! Even just these posts of hers, accumulated into one volume like a diary.. is better reading than any fancy schmancy book I can think of.

Anyways. I'm still on pain meds. I know this because I made myself laugh so hard I cried this morning, at a star wars joke I made up to make my mom laugh. I love making her laugh. Sometimes she doesn't want to be on this earth, but I can still get her to laugh. That makes the world okay too.

(July 25, 2017 at 5:04 am)Mr.Obvious Wrote: CIJS,

J a c k, you are thirty-two?! How?!

You look ten years younger in your accent video.

Agreed. Jack's youthful appearance at that age is uncommon.  There are probably plenty of thirty somethings who would like to have her youthful look; I would certainly welcome it.

(July 25, 2017 at 12:21 pm)Luckie Wrote: Shhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeahhhh I thought you were at least five years younger than me! Is it sad that I can't remember if I'm 31 or 32? Born March of 86, anyone wanna do maths for luckie?

I just got out of hospital. I feel like that's 11? Days of my life I shan't get back..  dilotted, oh how I adore thee... is that bad? I dont care. I love it. I love it. I want more of it! Its.. gone.

Now I'm back to life. I missed the CIJS thread, I was afraid I'd miss everything going on with you guys. I did, but ivys post made me feel like the world is all right. She should write a book about her path of self discovery! Even just these posts of hers, accumulated into one volume like a diary.. is better reading than any fancy schmancy book I can think of.

Anyways. I'm still on pain meds. I know this because I made myself laugh so hard I cried this morning, at a star wars joke I made up to make my mom laugh. I love making her laugh. Sometimes she doesn't want to be on this earth, but I can still get her to laugh. That makes the world okay too.

Mi niña! Welcome back! So happy you're out! I lab you!

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(July 25, 2017 at 12:43 pm)Kernel Sohcahtoa Wrote:

(July 25, 2017 at 5:04 am)Mr.Obvious Wrote: CIJS,

J a c k, you are thirty-two?! How?!

You look ten years younger in your accent video.

Agreed. Jack's youthful appearance at that age is uncommon.  There are probably plenty of thirty somethings who would like to have her youthful look; I would certainly welcome it.

You are too kind, sweet Kernel.

CIJS - Why did you bother messaging me first on Tinder, if you're only going to give me very much so one-sentence texts and replies like you're not interested?

I'm not mad at you, at least you're giving me "fuckboy time waster" upfront unlike a lot of other men do, but seriously these men have no idea what they want or personalities.