Simply put, on the premise of the thread subject alone, without going into the details CL put in the body of the OP, I would demand an explanation and an apology, at least.

(October 5, 2017 at 10:11 pm)Crossless2.0 Wrote:

(October 5, 2017 at 10:07 pm)Catholic_Lady Wrote: Having genuine remorse for past mistakes takes humility and introspection. Don't undermine those great qualities, which you obviously have. <3

Humility and introspection are good qualities, to be sure. But this degree of self-loathing seems more like inverted megalomania.

Darkest of souls? Deserving worse punishment than most people on earth? Really?  

I'm pointing out his good qualities (the ones I see anyway) so that he will appreciate the good in himself. I wasn't trying to say the self loathing was good.

(October 5, 2017 at 10:11 pm)Crossless2.0 Wrote:

(October 5, 2017 at 10:07 pm)Catholic_Lady Wrote: Having genuine remorse for past mistakes takes humility and introspection. Don't undermine those great qualities, which you obviously have. <3

Humility and introspection are good qualities, to be sure. But this degree of self-loathing seems more like inverted megalomania.

Darkest of souls? Deserving worse punishment than most people on earth? Really?  

You don't understand what I been through, I understand my madness more than anyone else. I don't understand other people's madness well, I understand my own.  Mine stemmed from me being brought to a blessed place but then holding on a to a cursed sword till it brought me to the shadows and till I forgot the blessed name of God and cannot distinguish falsehood from truth.

In the rebellion, I deceived myself that I didn't know God to the extent I made arguments against His Glory and Praise which some of you might remember (it was before CL was even here).

I have been so immersed in delusion, and my company from the demons, the dark spirit, is what I embrace, while outwardly drawing knowledge from the light.

The veils are increasing and the dark night is getting darker and the evils increasing and my vision further and further from God...because even now when I outwardly write these words, I barely care, I barely move towards God and try to subdue the darkness.

It's almost like it's all the same, the darknes and the light, the uncleaness and blessings, like it's all the same.... the wicked and good.... like it doesn't matter.

Stop reading that fucking Transcended Dimensions thread!

(October 5, 2017 at 10:15 pm)Catholic_Lady Wrote: I wasn't trying to say the self loathing was good.

When my life has plenty of lip service to God but almost nothing but rebellion against him, there isn't much good I can do but self loath.

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And watching humanity infested with this mockery towards God's signs and proofs and guidance, infested with this laughter and humor that hardly makes sense, I should have been immune, but I embraced it to so many levels, that I lost my resolve to obey God and reach the holy court of ways of ascension.

(October 5, 2017 at 10:35 pm)MysticKnight Wrote:

(October 5, 2017 at 10:15 pm)Catholic_Lady Wrote: I wasn't trying to say the self loathing was good.

When my life has plenty of lip service to God but almost nothing but rebellion against him, there isn't much good I can do but self loath.

Not that I believe in any god but I've heard the phrase, "God doesn't make junk." The implication of course is that you shouldn't loathe what God made (you).

(October 5, 2017 at 10:42 pm)AFTT47 Wrote:

(October 5, 2017 at 10:35 pm)MysticKnight Wrote: When my life has plenty of lip service to God but almost nothing but rebellion against him, there isn't much good I can do but self loath.

Not that I believe in any god but I've heard the phrase, "God doesn't make junk." The implication of course is that you shouldn't loathe what God made (you).

God created everything good, and he called me gently and good way, I rebelled, the evil with me is more mine than his, and the good with me is more his than mine.

I call you guys not gently, but just egoistically just to serve my dark delusions,  I misrepresent what the path I should be upon due to the knowledge I have, and gave you a false impression of the path Quran calls to. The way I been talking to you guys is among the crimes, that I use God's Name to feed my ego, while ignoring the path of his name, and call of his name, and etiquette of his name.

You guys see how evil I am. I don't know what is so hard to admit. Why blame God when you guys hate me from my choice of etiquette as well.

I don't hate you at all and I don't think you're evil.

(October 5, 2017 at 10:46 pm)MysticKnight Wrote:

(October 5, 2017 at 10:42 pm)AFTT47 Wrote: Not that I believe in any god but I've heard the phrase, "God doesn't make junk." The implication of course is that you shouldn't loathe what God made (you).

God created everything good, and he called me gently and good way, I rebelled, the evil with me is more mine than his, and the good with me is more his than mine.

I call you guys not gently, but just egoistically just to serve my dark delusions,  I misrepresent what the path I should be upon due to the knowledge I have, and gave you a false impression of the path Quran calls to. The way I been talking to you guys is among the crimes, that I use God's Name to feed my ego, while ignoring the path of his name, and call of his name, and etiquette of his name.

You guys see how evil I am. I don't know what is so hard to admit. Why blame God when you guys hate me from my choice of etiquette as well.

I certainly don't hate you, MK. I do think you are quite lost and I wish I could help. I don't see any "evil" in you, just honest confusion.

(October 5, 2017 at 9:30 pm)Godscreated Wrote: I can answer those questions of yours the Bible deals with them and you would know if you cared to read it.

We're talking about gods, not books.