I know.

(April 24, 2018 at 9:50 pm)Succubus Wrote: CIJS. Can I ask is there some sort of post count race that I'm not privy to? There's an awful lot of ego and one horsemanship (?) on display in various threads these days. And most of it is indeed horseshit.

That is soooooooo immature and petty of them. Who the fuck would parade that trivial shit?

wrong thread

By all means.... grow your hair just as long as his is. I need to do some research for my field

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Dang it. Now I have to move the post I was going to post here. Good thing I haven't posted it yet!

(April 24, 2018 at 10:50 pm)Joods Wrote: By all means.... grow your hair just as long as his is. I need to do some research for my field

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Dang it. Now I have to move the post I was going to post here. Good thing I haven't posted it yet!

Hehe. I'm surprised people actually saw it that fast. makes me feel speshal lol

(April 24, 2018 at 10:54 pm)The Industrial Atheist Wrote:

(April 24, 2018 at 10:50 pm)Joods Wrote: By all means.... grow your hair just as long as his is. I need to do some research for my field

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Dang it. Now I have to move the post I was going to post here. Good thing I haven't posted it yet!

Hehe. I'm surprised people actually saw it that fast. makes me feel speshal lol

LOL See my reply to where you moved it to

CIJS -

Now you want to date? What's up with that? You might be a little late, sweetie.

-Teresa

There's nothing more depressing for me than trying to obtain a relationship through online dating sites.

There's nothing more humiliating than having to fill in "I prefer not to say" next to: Do you have a car?
or having to try to use a clever quip instead of just leaving the employment line blank.

When I tried this before it was like every week I got no response I felt like an even bigger fool, and month by month....I can only take so much of that before I call it quits.

But I have nothing in my life where I'm around women my age in a natural situation either. Even if I did, it would eventually become the same kind of shit, it would just take longer.

It may not be my fault I suck ass. But that doesn't really matter at all. Sometimes, that's what really hurts. I can't say, hey I still experience psychosis probably %30 of the time, and active psychosis is more disabling than quadriplegia. It'd be more likely they'd run screaming.

I can't say, even considering I could work like that, I have degenerative disc disease, and frequent kidney stones and sinus infections. I want to try to work but what happens if things get as bad as they sometimes get already? To the point I'm so sick I barely feel well enough to carry on intelligent conversation let alone do a job. Even a non physical one.

None of that would help my case even one bit.

Fuck my life.

Fuck my life.

(May 19, 2018 at 2:56 pm)The Industrial Atheist Wrote: There's nothing more depressing for me than trying to obtain a relationship through online dating sites.

There's nothing more humiliating than having to fill in "I prefer not to say" next to: Do you have a car?
or having to try to use a clever quip instead of just leaving the employment line blank.

When I tried this before it was like every week I got no response I felt like an even bigger fool, and month by month....I can only take so much of that before I call it quits.

But I have nothing in my life where I'm around women my age in a natural situation either. Even if I did, it would eventually become the same kind of shit, it would just take longer.

It may not be my fault I suck ass. But that doesn't really matter at all. Sometimes, that's what really hurts. I can't say, hey I still experience psychosis probably %30 of the time, and active psychosis is more disabling than quadriplegia. It'd be more likely they'd run screaming.

I can't say, even considering I could work like that, I have degenerative disc disease, and frequent kidney stones and sinus infections. I want to try to work but what happens if things get as bad as they sometimes get already? To the point I'm so sick I barely feel well enough to carry on intelligent conversation let alone do a job. Even a non physical one.

None of that would help my case even one bit.

Fuck my life.

Fuck my life.

Accentuate your strengths...your positives.
We all have flaws, but we all have strengths...and beautiful gifts to offer others. I'd share those, on your profile.

(May 19, 2018 at 2:56 pm)The Industrial Atheist Wrote: There's nothing more depressing for me than trying to obtain a relationship through online dating sites.

There's nothing more humiliating than having to fill in "I prefer not to say" next to: Do you have a car?
or having to try to use a clever quip instead of just leaving the employment line blank.

When I tried this before it was like every week I got no response I felt like an even bigger fool, and month by month....I can only take so much of that before I call it quits.

But I have nothing in my life where I'm around women my age in a natural situation either. Even if I did, it would eventually become the same kind of shit, it would just take longer.

It may not be my fault I suck ass. But that doesn't really matter at all. Sometimes, that's what really hurts. I can't say, hey I still experience psychosis probably %30 of the time, and active psychosis is more disabling than quadriplegia. It'd be more likely they'd run screaming.

I can't say, even considering I could work like that, I have degenerative disc disease, and frequent kidney stones and sinus infections. I want to try to work but what happens if things get as bad as they sometimes get already? To the point I'm so sick I barely feel well enough to carry on intelligent conversation let alone do a job. Even a non physical one.

None of that would help my case even one bit.

Fuck my life.

Fuck my life.

When it comes right down to it what the hell is natural? 

Got any support groups in the area to hang with? "How you doin" might go along way there.