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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:03 pm
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Cops were here again yesterday. I had to close my fb account. Mom had to come back and spend another week with me. Had to take a week off from work.
Yet you're upset because I snapped at you when you couldn't understand why I was being absent? When you really care about someone, you're there for them in their highs and lows. When they're low, you don't make things about yourself and demand explanations. Real friends can have disagreements and not claim they're being abused just because the other person is expressing anxiety. I don't have the energy to treat ANYBODY as if they could break any minute if I don't treat them juuuuuuuuuuust perfectly. My home has been broken into. My protests have been ignored. I'm being blackmailed. My kids are being put against me. Eight cops saw me shaking as if I was pulled out of ice water and they couldn't calm me down. But I was mean to you. Mean. You don't seem to understand the severity of what I'm going through. Maybe I was harsh. I'm human and I'm broken. If someone can't take it if I panic and snap at them right now, then I'm sorry, but I can't take care of you right now.
To those who have stayed with me even at my grossest stage, thank you. I seriously don't know where I'd be without you. I'll be strong one day and I'll give back to you with abundance. Love you.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:11 pm
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(December 4, 2016 at 12:12 pm)pocaracas Wrote: (December 4, 2016 at 12:02 pm)Vic Wrote: My skin makes me feel so disgusting ._.
![[Image: Dove-Soap.jpg]](https://images.weserv.nl/?url=pimg.tradeindia.com%2F02233366%2Fb%2F1%2FDove-Soap.jpg)
Oh no way, with all the harsh chemicals in that it wold make it even worse. Trust me, I've fucking tried everything ._.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:14 pm
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Why do little children despise naps so much? They are the most awesome things ever.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:17 pm
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:18 pm
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(December 4, 2016 at 2:14 pm)Nymphadora Wrote: CIJS
Why do little children despise naps so much? They are the most awesome things ever.
They have still a lot of stamina/will left to stay active, I think.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:18 pm
(December 4, 2016 at 2:11 pm)Vic Wrote: (December 4, 2016 at 12:12 pm)pocaracas Wrote:
Oh no way, with all the harsh chemicals in that it wold make it even worse. Trust me, I've fucking tried everything ._.
Dermatologist? If you can't afford one/have shitty insurance, maybe a dermatologist has a good blog somewhere on the nets.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:27 pm
(December 4, 2016 at 2:03 pm)Mamacita Wrote: I'll be strong one day
Sounds like you are pretty strong right now. Embrace that strength. Sometimes people think that because the tough times and the struggles wear them down it means that they are weak. No. Weak people give up when things get tough. Strong people slog through it and they cry and they hurt and they wish they were dead and they curse their weakness and they don't realize that they keep getting up and taking another step. That's strength. You're strong now.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:50 pm
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(December 4, 2016 at 2:17 pm)pocaracas Wrote: (December 4, 2016 at 2:11 pm)Vic Wrote: Oh no way, with all the harsh chemicals in that it wold make it even worse. Trust me, I've fucking tried everything ._.
Ya leave me no choice!
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Azul_e_branco_soap 
I'm sure the travelling agency pays well :p
(December 4, 2016 at 2:18 pm)Shell B Wrote: (December 4, 2016 at 2:11 pm)Vic Wrote: Oh no way, with all the harsh chemicals in that it wold make it even worse. Trust me, I've fucking tried everything ._.
Dermatologist? If you can't afford one/have shitty insurance, maybe a dermatologist has a good blog somewhere on the nets.
Can't get one in this system. It's nothing urgent but yeah I do research this stuff online and some of what I found through blogs and sites has helped.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 2:59 pm
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CIJS-
Thank you for the virtual tour; I expect that I'll enjoy the views immensely, IRL.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
December 4, 2016 at 3:11 pm
(December 4, 2016 at 2:03 pm)Mamacita Wrote: CIJS
Cops were here again yesterday. I had to close my fb account. Mom had to come back and spend another week with me. Had to take a week off from work.
Yet you're upset because I snapped at you when you couldn't understand why I was being absent? When you really care about someone, you're there for them in their highs and lows. When they're low, you don't make things about yourself and demand explanations. Real friends can have disagreements and not claim they're being abused just because the other person is expressing anxiety. I don't have the energy to treat ANYBODY as if they could break any minute if I don't treat them juuuuuuuuuuust perfectly. My home has been broken into. My protests have been ignored. I'm being blackmailed. My kids are being put against me. Eight cops saw me shaking as if I was pulled out of ice water and they couldn't calm me down. But I was mean to you. Mean. You don't seem to understand the severity of what I'm going through. Maybe I was harsh. I'm human and I'm broken. If someone can't take it if I panic and snap at them right now, then I'm sorry, but I can't take care of you right now.
To those who have stayed with me even at my grossest stage, thank you. I seriously don't know where I'd be without you. I'll be strong one day and I'll give back to you with abundance. Love you.
I'm so glad you're here. So sorry for all the pain you've gone through, Ivy. I'm not going anywhere. I was worried. Thank goodness you're here. I'm not going anywhere. You could snap at me anytime and we'd get through it. You're a fantastic friend. Thanks for staying by me.... I'll certainly do the same for you.
All that you've been through... I can't imagine the pain and suffering you're going through. I'll always be here if you need me. Skype me anytime, Ivy, my fantastic friend 
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