It's sounds like you're an atheist, and not a deist. I don't believe in a god either, but I am open to the possibility of a "force" out there somewhere, although, it's highly unlikely IMO. Welcome
Anti-intellectualism has been a constant thread winding its way through our political and cultural life, nurtured by the false notion that democracy means that 'my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge.' -Isaac Asimov-