@ Rhythm: Your a very knowledgable person sir. I never believed there was a higher power up there. Plus I have no need to find out how it all began. I live in the present and someday I'm going to die. However what bothers me the most if justice. If I was trying to do good all my life and a tragic incident happens. Say I was prisoned for having drugs in my car which I had no idea about. Or my partner gets raped. Sometime back there was an incident in a country where a gang of people pounced on a couple and raped the girl. The boy was tied to watch and then killed the girl. it was on TV. "IDK, should they? For what?" . I guess none of us knows unless something happens to us.
"No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path" - Gautama Buddha