(November 13, 2015 at 12:49 am)prmptuscerus Wrote: If Hedonism is all our life has to offer; what hope is there for the suffering?
After attempting my life, I begged doctors for euthanasia, but they obviously denied it to me. Why? Why did they deny this to me? Sitting where I am, doing what I'm doing, locked in this hell of meaninglessness, why would they not grant me peace?
I'm not challenging atheism, I want to know if I'm missing something. Why can't I tap out? Why is society against me saying that I'm done and I've had enough, and yet looks down on me for what I've become? You can't leave, but what you are is terrible.
Why can't I die if there is no meaning and no hope?
You spend too much time in your head. Play outside more. Your life is bigger than your petty ruminations and there is more to you than your sour moods. This is the danger of having a conscious mind divided so thoroughly from instinct.





