(November 13, 2015 at 12:49 am)prmptuscerus Wrote: After attempting my life, I begged doctors for euthanasia, but they obviously denied it to me. Why? Why did they deny this to me? Sitting where I am, doing what I'm doing, locked in this hell of meaninglessness, why would they not grant me peace?
t looks down on me for what I've become? You can't leave, but what you are is terrible.
Why can't I die if there is no meaning and no hope?
I felt the same way when I was suicidal and I too have attempted suicide in the past. I took 10 times my daily dose of Lithium 5 years ago when I was 22.
I can empathize with what it's like to want to be allowed to die. I've been at the absolute bottom too.
5 years later and I'm very happy and declared mentally well. For me the mental unwellness was a 7 year long hellish road but that road didn't feel 7 years it felt like an eternity, but however long it was.... it did come to an end and life is worth living.
