The main reason I'm an atheist

[drfuzzy]

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I spent 46 years begging god to talk to me.  Nothing.  I gave him much more time than he deserves

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 P.R.Sarkar my spiritual teacher said ...... I am here to give you spiritual guidance not material-physical
things.
I believe this is the reflexion of God or better say of an hypothetical God considering that to say that God exist is pure speculation to someone who has not experienced Him-Her.
Most religious people pray God for the daily bread (see paternoster prayer) or for something material-physical (money or physical healing) but they get nothing like that.
I can not read your mind and know why you were interested in God in the past.
What i know is that anyone really interested in Him-Her and not in something material will always get Him.   

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And your didn't answer my question.  If you don't really care whether I believe, what I believe, or do not believe, then what are you doing here?  Wasting time posting walls of shit on this forum trying to convince atheists that your imaginary friend exists even when he is incompetent, mute, and probably non-existent?

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At the end i believe that everybody and everything will merge in the ocean of cosmic consciousness

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so it is really your problem whether you wish to lengthen the time you will get there or you soon or later will change your mind and try to get there faster.
That is your problem and your life.
My being here is not to interfere with your life.
There is no permanent hell as described by religious dickheads but there is an hell in having to be born again and again and continuously delay the liberation from the constraint of the physical reality.
After million years of travelling through matter, vegetable life, animal life and human life an intelligent person wish to go back home where he-she belong.
That is natural but many people get stuck in the material-physical reality in such a way that they can not
comprehend their foolishness.
Here it is where i like to argue about.
This arguing make me feel really good as i feel how lucky I am in understanding how the whole system works and how good is to speed up my return home where I really belong.
If during this arguing then some people realize how wrong they are so much better.
I am rather happy to do some charity work as well but that is a consequence of the real reason.
Secondly i also like to interact with other people and by writing in English I also improve the language
that as you know is not my mother language.  :

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Good. You've presented your fantasy. Nobody knows what happens after death, so we'll see then. Have a nice next life.