Greetings to those who are neither the young and old. I myself am a newcomer within this forum, though personally I wasn't really certain if I'm parts of Atheists or Theists, doubtfully nor am I a Neutral. As such I'll simply post a short intro about me;
I was a former Theist born into a family of Buddhism, due to personal condition I started research & studies things related to religions & myth. Thought Buddhism am I, I choose to studies in a school composed of 98% Muslim student and with my father who is a devotee of traditional Thai Religion, I've come to doubt religions themselves. So far I've only studies & tried to understand in-order; Buddhism, Taoism, Islamic, Christianity, Roman Catholic, Sumerian and lastly Wicca (Personally because I loved Magic). I skipped Hinduism because it requires at least 3 or 4 times the length of research & understanding comparing with other religions.
And that is where my abnormality began to develop. At the age of 14, right after I reject the teaching of Buddhism which I should have been converted into a Christian if not Muslim, which that did not happen because somehow my unusual imagination started to form something out of my mind. Forming a new facts & logic within me that unconsciously and slowly becoming my 'believe'.
I came to combine both Theist & Atheist believes into something that transcended my imagination with something like; Earth is nothing but a small island like Hawaii and its been exiled from the real world, trapped within a supreme illusion magic barrier that created mirage-like universe etc. Which covering the basic logic of 'universe' with the explainable magics. And to cover that expulsion event, a fact was thrown into all accounts of our ancestors whom wished for supreme futuristic technologies which lead to mass obliteration of them that left the entire world held its breath.(Which covered by those alien-like items found in ruins etc.) As if not enough, that small island lived by those heretic people was exiled from the rest of the world with some ultimate-like magic that trapped ‘us’ eternally inside it.
Thus a ‘fact’ that Human is abandoned was created to cover the existence like Angelic, Elvish, Orcish, myths like-beings whom has existed altogether out of our small prison, reasoning enough to rewrite the disbelieve of mystical creatures. That is to say, the so-called Gods & Goddess from various religions is nothing more than insignificant beings that is tasked to overseer this disgrace land (due to our ancestors). Though they may have power to create miracle-like events which leading others to believe they’re ‘Gods’, another fact was created to cover those; that these Overseer are creatures that could absorb ‘thought power’ that was emitted from fellow believers while they pray or believe in certain ‘Gods’ which gave them power to do those God-Like-Miracle.
I have too much to say that could cover my entire imagination which has became my personal belief. Personally I loved magic & with them it seems to be easily covering all the questions that was explainable. But I'm 100% certain Wicca is not my place, what I'm not sure is; I may have believed in science & theory but so does of Gods & Myth. Yet at the same time I rejected them both which I often question what am I?
- Vincentius
I was a former Theist born into a family of Buddhism, due to personal condition I started research & studies things related to religions & myth. Thought Buddhism am I, I choose to studies in a school composed of 98% Muslim student and with my father who is a devotee of traditional Thai Religion, I've come to doubt religions themselves. So far I've only studies & tried to understand in-order; Buddhism, Taoism, Islamic, Christianity, Roman Catholic, Sumerian and lastly Wicca (Personally because I loved Magic). I skipped Hinduism because it requires at least 3 or 4 times the length of research & understanding comparing with other religions.
And that is where my abnormality began to develop. At the age of 14, right after I reject the teaching of Buddhism which I should have been converted into a Christian if not Muslim, which that did not happen because somehow my unusual imagination started to form something out of my mind. Forming a new facts & logic within me that unconsciously and slowly becoming my 'believe'.
I came to combine both Theist & Atheist believes into something that transcended my imagination with something like; Earth is nothing but a small island like Hawaii and its been exiled from the real world, trapped within a supreme illusion magic barrier that created mirage-like universe etc. Which covering the basic logic of 'universe' with the explainable magics. And to cover that expulsion event, a fact was thrown into all accounts of our ancestors whom wished for supreme futuristic technologies which lead to mass obliteration of them that left the entire world held its breath.(Which covered by those alien-like items found in ruins etc.) As if not enough, that small island lived by those heretic people was exiled from the rest of the world with some ultimate-like magic that trapped ‘us’ eternally inside it.
Thus a ‘fact’ that Human is abandoned was created to cover the existence like Angelic, Elvish, Orcish, myths like-beings whom has existed altogether out of our small prison, reasoning enough to rewrite the disbelieve of mystical creatures. That is to say, the so-called Gods & Goddess from various religions is nothing more than insignificant beings that is tasked to overseer this disgrace land (due to our ancestors). Though they may have power to create miracle-like events which leading others to believe they’re ‘Gods’, another fact was created to cover those; that these Overseer are creatures that could absorb ‘thought power’ that was emitted from fellow believers while they pray or believe in certain ‘Gods’ which gave them power to do those God-Like-Miracle.
I have too much to say that could cover my entire imagination which has became my personal belief. Personally I loved magic & with them it seems to be easily covering all the questions that was explainable. But I'm 100% certain Wicca is not my place, what I'm not sure is; I may have believed in science & theory but so does of Gods & Myth. Yet at the same time I rejected them both which I often question what am I?
- Vincentius
