Why would be ban you? I honestly think no different of you now than I did half an hour ago. Tbh it sounds to me like your having issues with labels but, as long as you make an effort to be true to yourself and your beleifs then I'm happy for you in that reguard.
And Kyu is right, don't 'try to be' anything, especially not an atheist. You beleive what you beleive and only experiences can really change it.
And Kyu is right, don't 'try to be' anything, especially not an atheist. You beleive what you beleive and only experiences can really change it.