No poll?
Goodbye then. Call me back when you haz poll.
Lol.
I am a rational optimist. Ever since my suicide attempt I made a stronger commitment to live than ever and it is perfectly rational to lean slightly on the rosy side because it helps me survive and cope. It's irrational to worry about what is beyond my control because I can't do anything about it and it's irrational to worry about anything I can control because I can do something about it.
So, my life philosophy and outlook I rational optimism but I often fail at the rational aspect in other areas outside my optimism
and I worry like fuck anyway despite knowing how irrational ot is 
Most of the time my anxiety feels like nothing but epiphenomenal unpleasantness with foregone conclusions though
Goodbye then. Call me back when you haz poll.

I am a rational optimist. Ever since my suicide attempt I made a stronger commitment to live than ever and it is perfectly rational to lean slightly on the rosy side because it helps me survive and cope. It's irrational to worry about what is beyond my control because I can't do anything about it and it's irrational to worry about anything I can control because I can do something about it.
So, my life philosophy and outlook I rational optimism but I often fail at the rational aspect in other areas outside my optimism


Most of the time my anxiety feels like nothing but epiphenomenal unpleasantness with foregone conclusions though
