Thank you for sharing, Atlas. Everything mamacita said and include that personal writing is, well, personal. It takes a lot of guts for a believer to share their thoughts in this form, on a website crawling with atheists, who can be quite judgmental at times. I applaud you for having the courage to continue writing your stories here. I am passionate about reading, as are two of my kids. Perhaps you could put all of your writings in a book, as a compilation one day. I think it would be a fun read.
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