RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
June 12, 2016 at 4:22 am
(This post was last modified: June 12, 2016 at 4:23 am by Edwardo Piet.)
It's catch 22. Being demotivated makes me more likely to procrastinate, procrastinating lets things build up on top of me and things building up on top of me makes me more demotivated.
I sometimes wonder if after being misdiagnosed with a specific mood disorder for 7 years and then told I was fine and am just atypically vulnerable to stress induced breakdowns -- I sometimes wonder if I do have a mood disorder maybe just not the one they think I did.
But it could be I just have a very up and down temperament.
I think once I have dealt with my practical problems I will feel a lot better. If I still worry like fuck and get demotivated even when my life is fine I will go see a doctor about it.
