Scrupulosity and being an atheist

[WolfsChild]

I need help ...my OCD Is driving me mad ...thoughts are telling me am evil for being an atheist...on top of that my voices are saying am evil as well
am on medication for my mental health problems  sometimes it helps some days it dont 
with the OCD am going in circles with my mind ...weather i should see my lgbt friends any more because its bad to be gay or trans 
then i  say am going to go and see my friends 
Am not the most rational person i am going to a mindfulness course on Monday 
sorry if my spelling is bad my spellchecker isnt working right with this forum 
...i dont have a therapist just my psych  and dr 
the OCD is Scrupulosity and am doing something that scares me a lot ...