Thank you for replying to me and thank you for posting your video
that made me realizes that i really should be scared of something that could or couldn't exist like you said in the video there could be infinity amount of Gods
i cant keep them all happy i need to stay on this forum ...my husband said the last few days since joining here for 2 days my mental health was better
then i went on to the religious forums and its started to get bad again ...i think i should just use this forum
Am so use to praying ...but am going to find something else to do apart from that normally i listen to christian music but am changed it to a uk gay radio station its dance and sometimes i listen to rock ( use to listen to christian rock )
I need to be more logical about things mindfulness helps as well i need to tell myself that nothing bad will happen if i dont pray
Also my OCD makes me want to hurt myself and others but i have gotten better with the hurting others part my husband still has to come with me everywhere
and because of the rest of my mental health
i love my LGBT friends and i dont think there evil because i know they have never harmed anyone and are nice people
i am going to stick around here
that made me realizes that i really should be scared of something that could or couldn't exist like you said in the video there could be infinity amount of Gods
i cant keep them all happy i need to stay on this forum ...my husband said the last few days since joining here for 2 days my mental health was better
then i went on to the religious forums and its started to get bad again ...i think i should just use this forum
Am so use to praying ...but am going to find something else to do apart from that normally i listen to christian music but am changed it to a uk gay radio station its dance and sometimes i listen to rock ( use to listen to christian rock )
I need to be more logical about things mindfulness helps as well i need to tell myself that nothing bad will happen if i dont pray
Also my OCD makes me want to hurt myself and others but i have gotten better with the hurting others part my husband still has to come with me everywhere
and because of the rest of my mental health
i love my LGBT friends and i dont think there evil because i know they have never harmed anyone and are nice people
i am going to stick around here
