How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?

[J a c k]

Lately I feel like I'm standing in a desolate planet. I'm alone half the week. Without the noise of the kids when they're gone, I notice there's nobody else. Yeah, I'm an awkward hugger, but it's because I never hug others who are not my kids. I wake up to silence and nothingness. I have a fucken ridiculous craving for a fucken stupid hug. Last time I got one it had been years since the previous one. Not kidding. 
Efffff. Carry on.

When I see you again, I will hug you and hug you (and do other things) and hug you until "awkward" is no longer a word in your vocabulary.

I'm feeling excited for a nice phone convo tomorrow. Also, things seem to be looking up a bit. I'm here in Florida with my mom and stepdad who are taking really good care of me: love, empathy, AND a well-balanced diet... though, I still can't seem to gain any weight. I'm kind of loving the weather too. Odd as it is.

I believe you.   I'll be here.