(August 2, 2016 at 1:25 pm)Losty Wrote: I'm having so kind of... not being immortal crisis. I don't want to go home. I don't want to stop. I want to leave. I want to drive away until I get to the ocean. I want to run on the beach and pretend like my health isn't failing. Every night I go to bed and all I can think about is that this is it. This is never going to go away and is likely to get worse with age. I need to do. Anything I don't care. I need to do things while I still can, but I'm so fucking tired all the time. I think...I will never be able to lift up my son again. Ever. Just having a bit of a crazy freak out kind of day. That is all.
You sound a bit like I did from 17-20. I don't mean that to sound dismissive, just that I empathize. There's no easy cure, but if you want to bounce some thoughts off my big dumb head, you know where to find me.
"YOU take the hard look in the mirror. You are everything that is wrong with this world. The only thing important to you, is you." - ronedee
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