When I analyze all the motivations I can think of they all come down to fear.
I won't go to heaven.
I will go to hell.
I won't be accepted.
I will be alone.
I won't be loved.
I won't be comforted.
And on and on.
When I boil any motivation down I come up with fear. Frankly, that's pretty fucked up.
Then once you're in, other motivations take over. Power, money, manipulation, superiority, .............
I won't go to heaven.
I will go to hell.
I won't be accepted.
I will be alone.
I won't be loved.
I won't be comforted.
And on and on.
When I boil any motivation down I come up with fear. Frankly, that's pretty fucked up.
Then once you're in, other motivations take over. Power, money, manipulation, superiority, .............
Being told you're delusional does not necessarily mean you're mental.