Emotionally I feel fantastic. I'm spending time with my 3 nephews and my niece. My sister had a beautiful wedding and seeing my parents wasn't as horrible as I was prepared for. They're not that scary anymore I can take care of myself. Physically I feel awful. Every part of my body hurts tremendously. The large amounts of opiates and narcotics don't seem to be helping at all. It hurts to exist right now. Nothing stops the pain so I'm just trying to distract my mind. I'll be playing Mafia but otherwise am not likely to be around much for a while. You can find me on slack or Skype or fb or my cellphone if you have that information. Love you AF 
