How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?

[AkiraTheViking]

Yeah. I just, I can't deal with the thoughts in my head anymore. It's getting worse and I feel more trapped.

What are the thoughts in your head?

Oh nothing big just that I'm a failure. I can't keep a job much less find one. I can't provide for myself. I'm a burden on my mom. Nobody cares about me, I'll never amount to anything. I always over react to things. The only use I am to people is being a steeping stone for their success. There's other stuff as well I just can't remember at this point. Which is another thing I have to deal with. My crappy mind and body that just so weak and stupid. *sigh* I always overthink things, things that could happen, things that already happen. It's always a chore to get myself to realize it's not gonna happen. I'm so fed up of fighting it.

Sad that I'm still alive. Disappointed that I haven't slit my wrists yet.

Dude, go see your GP and maybe he can refer you to a therapist?

They have free psychiatrists, but you need to be visiting a paid one in order to get a recommendation to see a free one. What's worse is that the free psychiatrist is the one that made my dad get worse, so I don't trust psychiatrist or therapists for that matter.