What's Wrong

[Amarok]

Earlier today I launched into a childish out burst over a minor point to which I am profoundly embarrassed I admit I can be course even harsh but that was inexcusable  

As I have said in a previous post i'm a polyamory in my case I have two partners one of them is wheelchair bound after a terrible accident that damaged her legs beyond use. Last Sunday she went in for one of many surgeries to try and fix the problem and the doctors were hopeful  the problem could be fixed. But it failed and she may in fact be the worst for it because some idiot may have botched the surgery it's  likely she will never walk again.She most certainly will never be able to go back to her work so she's depressed i'm depressed and stuff at work only makes the whole thing worst

But what really gets to me in can solve the problems of dozens of total strangers but can't solve the one of the woman I love

You know, Oro, sometimes people just get pissed off.  Don't beat yourself up over it.  It sounds as if you have cause.

thank you