Doubt in disbelief

[Pat Mustard]

its actually a combination but they main one is the miracle at fatima.

Fatima was a bullshit story spun by a young girl who was good at telling tales and being the centre of attention, which was later embellished by her at the behest of a church looking to bolster its worsening position (for example the "three secrets" weren't written down until after the second world war, and all other "prophesies" were ony made after the events they "prophesied" had actually happened).

If that's the "evidence" you are wavering over, I pity for your lack of critical skills.