(July 10, 2011 at 7:27 pm)diabolicalreally Wrote: I'm glad you enjoyed reading my jumbled story. If you have your story here I'll try to find it and read it, I'm sure I'd enjoy reading it. I don't know much about borderline personality disorder, as much as I want to help out with the understanding of mental disorders.
Have yet to write up my "story". Heh.
Quote:BPD splitting includes a switch between idealizing and demonizing others. This, combined with mood disturbances, can undermine relationships with family, friends, and co-workers. BPD disturbances also may include self-harm.[2] Without treatment, symptoms may worsen, leading (in extreme cases) to suicide attempts.REF: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borderline_...y_disorder
My older sister would definitely switch between being a fucking monster (she was oldest and loved to practice "let's kick brother in the balls" on a scale that rates as "massively abusive", among other things) and "I'll make it up to you". She was kicked out of the house after my younger sister and I joined forces to mock her "I want this gift for my birthday" list and state we were, frankly, done with her bullshit (it was while she was at home and we were at Gramma's). Apparently she went apeshit and started grabbing knives. My parents saw how far the disorder had gone and removed her to save the other two.
(July 10, 2011 at 7:27 pm)diabolicalreally Wrote: Yeah you know what it's like, I think it's pretty common these days. When I said in my story that my parents couldn't work, I meant they had their own small businesses. One is long gone but the other my only sister is dealing with still and is legally required to save boxes of documents for some years. Their business collapse is why my parents and I moved out of michigan. They found work in illinois and I have just been trying to find myself, I'm hoping to go to community college at least.
Living on the edge sucks. I think, though, that it built some of my character up.
(July 10, 2011 at 7:27 pm)diabolicalreally Wrote: It's taken me some years yeah, I'm freshly 20 so I have a life ahead of me, I'm excited to explore it.
Being honest in what you truly want to do with your life, passions is critical. All else is icing on the cake.
(July 10, 2011 at 7:27 pm)diabolicalreally Wrote: I can't help but notice your avatar being a Protoss, and your signature indicating that you are an Ent. I too like the protoss although I only played most of the story of 1 and brood war and the story of 2 with the exception of expansions. The computer I have now doesn't work well but in the future I might get into starcraft more competitively.
I'm a Terran player by nature, but prefer the aesthetics Blizzard ascribes to the Protoss. You'll find AtheistForums has quite a mix of people -- some who can give you advice on doing a system build or buying a laptop to play SC2, for example.
(July 10, 2011 at 7:27 pm)diabolicalreally Wrote: It's very interesting. I might get back into WoW although I'm wary of it's time sucking powers. Also if you're in Ent in the sense that I know, smoke/vape on tree brother.
I keep my vape at work, much to the delight of my co-workers.
And yes, I very much enjoy when I consume the cannabis plant.
