Okay, first of all, has it ever occurred to you that you can refuse to reply to people? No one here is making you respond. And as far as I can tell, given this thread alone, you keep it going. So honestly, maybe re-read the things you have posted here and try using some tact and empathy for those you have insulted and try taking a different, kinder approach to things. Just my two cents, but really, no one has any control over how you react except for you. No one can make you feel a certain way. You choose how you will react and continue to react to things. This is the internet.. It can be brutal and unkind, but you don't have to continue fanning the flames, so to speak. You can choose to rise above and just, as you put it to SC, let it go.
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.