How do Men/Women Experience Love?

[ErGingerbreadMandude]

Man oh man did she love me with all her heart. A pretty cute face too. One of those rare kinds of things were she actually falls for the personality kind of things..? Yeah yeah but shit fuck me dry I just could not get it up for her... Damn lol fuck, a cute face.. but not my type. It's not like I can just tell her sorry girl but you don't do it for my partner down there.. Soo.. I plot a plan and became an a hole, one that she would hate. Yep. I pushed her so far away she eventually didn't float back. Yeah that's when I finally figured, shit, I really her and like a cheesy male protagonist of a shitty romantic movie went to her with apologies and regrets only to have myself (rightly) kicked to the curb..off of her tiny little heart. Yeah she was tiny but our fights were huge. I even gave her a cute nickname. Cheered her up when she was down, she once said nobody ever made her feel good about her as much as I did and then in the end after driving an argument to the point where she broke down and cried.. I left like the dickhead I am. She said I was the first to make her feel so good and also so awful. Nobody ever was rude to the little thing after all how could they she had the face of a cat asking to get its belly rubbed meowww. Ah the poor thing best if my dumb ass isn't in her life anyway. I'm taking a time out as of now whoohooo. Damn, I need it. Feel so much less tensed now. Sometimes even sleep well. Love is sweet but shit will it drive you up the wall too if it's with the wrong person. Be practical.. If you go after the fee fees you won't make it..be with someone you know you can be with..anyway.. Don't be a mess (like me) learn from other's mistakes and when you finally break it, break it in Good terms.. Because you always want to greet with a smile..