What would you do if you found out God existed

[WinterHold]

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Ask him who massacres sheep daily to eat; or who burnt trees to make "long rifles that shoot projectiles at cubs", or who locked animals from their natural habitat and called them "pets", who knew plants breath yet insisted on rolling them in cigarettes; ask him who crucified followers of Jesus; ask him who fought WW1 and WW2 and killed about 70 million people for reasons not related to religion or whatsoever; ask him about serial killers.

But also; ask him about the rain that comes down to grow gardens. Ask him about mothers and their natural care for their kids; even animals. Ask him about the cycle of the Sun and the Moon. Ask him about the billions of years the universe remained a place that sustains life (us). Ask him about flowers.

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They are; if this life was the only one:

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Real life begins after we die.

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And we have our whole current lives to keep full of good deeds; taking the best choices no matter how we suffer; because it's the asset we'll use in the next life; in other words we get tested in this one to win our ranks in the next.

Take the wealthiest man in the world. He will have limited life just like you and me, eventually both of us will die, both of us will cease to exist. Equal. Nothing remains but our legacy represented in our deeds.

Human compassion is born from fear. If someone feared a certain fate; they'll develop the compassion because they picture themselves in the shoes of the sufferer. One fine example is how old people rarely understand the needs of their grand kids (they can't imagine themselves living a modern life). Or how some societies would never understand the cultural context of another (they can't imagine what the other society feels)

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So sad.  So pathetic.  Oh yes, I was raised in a group that believed that way.  Living in fear and slavish (attempted) obedience to a repulsive book of fairy tales, spending their lives in terror that the imaginary tyrant in the sky will send them to hell for the slightest doubt and / or minor infractions.  Spending the one life that we can prove we have in fear, believing that this entire life is just some warm-up or test to see who gets to go to heaven.  And for thousands of years, no one has been able to prove that an afterlife of ANY kind exists at all.

Doubts are never criticized; only a portion of them is; but a God should already know what his creations' brains produce:

Sura 50, The Quran:
( 16 )   And We have already created man and know what his soul whispers to him, and We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein

Without the whispers of the self, we will never doubt a false doctrine. My belief is that God knows ; even if the Church or the Islamic religious institution tried to tranquilize me with fear of thinking.

By Sura 50, Verse 16 from the Quran; I'm authorized to call "humanity and doubt" a will of the creator himself. We were made to doubt.

I don't care about other religious communities (including Islamic ones); doubt should be a right admitted by the highest of institutions on earth; and whoever tries to controls it, has a shame to hide, has a fear of being exposed.

Real, authentic beliefs hold against any doubt.

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The disabled serve a purpose; that is showing the healthy how lucky they are to be healthy; and how life could've been them.
The death of somebody in a young age; or the sickness of another, made humanity a better breed. Taught us to be compassionate, because we can be in that sick person's shoes. Eventually; you feel sorry for the needy; because you imagine their pain inflicted on you. Thus; societies advance and good prospers.

Fuck you. Sorry, but fuck you. I take incredible exception to all of this, but most especially the bolded part. How dare you say that. How fucking dare you suggest that a person's life only exists to serve as a lesson to others. A person who died this morning had their own plans for tomorrow. They had hopes and dreams and fears and expectations of the future, just like you and I do. I take it as a deeply personal insult that someone like my Sam was created to die just to give me a lesson. To you and anyone else with the unmitigated gall to suck the scabby dick of a god that requires that: fuck that god, fuck its lesson and fuck you too.

Angry as I am, I'm still far more moral than you to suggest that you dedicate your life to being the object lesson that you preach. However, I reserve the right to gloat over the possibility.

I say that because I, myself, am a handicapped fella.
I can't run; I can't stay in the heat; I can't see clearly; I can't drive. When your immune system bombards your own organs; it kicks like a bitch; that's all.

I realize that my pain helped so many to re-think their lives; helped some people to seek better lives, so somebody sees me when I walk like a zombie and just say "damn....I should treat mamma good before I turn like this fella". Or "Shit.. I should quit smoking, fast-food and unhealthy habits".

I had dreams, but they evaporated. Handicapped people have dreams that got evaporated. And mostly; these dreams are binary dreams for the healthy only; for a brief time only; that's why they evaporate.

You didn't get it yet? humanity was so evil, that it made the standard of happiness a price only the healthy can reach !
Unlike God who has a heaven for all.

I don't mind offering myself as a carpet if it's going to save somebody. Just like humanitarian agents in Africa touch kids with infections, not giving a damn about themselves getting sick.

Just know it: when a bomb falls; I'll be the one covering you from the blast.