What would you do if you found out God existed

[Astonished]

So sad.  So pathetic.  Oh yes, I was raised in a group that believed that way.  Living in fear and slavish (attempted) obedience to a repulsive book of fairy tales, spending their lives in terror that the imaginary tyrant in the sky will send them to hell for the slightest doubt and / or minor infractions.  Spending the one life that we can prove we have in fear, believing that this entire life is just some warm-up or test to see who gets to go to heaven.  And for thousands of years, no one has been able to prove that an afterlife of ANY kind exists at all.

Doubts are never criticized; only a portion of them is; but a God should already know what his creations' brains produce:

Sura 50, The Quran:
( 16 )   And We have already created man and know what his soul whispers to him, and We are closer to him than [his] jugular vein

Without the whispers of the self, we will never doubt a false doctrine. My belief is that God knows ; even if the Church or the Islamic religious institution tried to tranquilize me with fear of thinking.

By Sura 50, Verse 16 from the Quran; I'm authorized to call "humanity and doubt" a will of the creator himself. We were made to doubt.

I don't care about other religious communities (including Islamic ones); doubt should be a right admitted by the highest of institutions on earth; and whoever tries to controls it, has a shame to hide, has a fear of being exposed.

Real, authentic beliefs hold against any doubt.

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Fuck you. Sorry, but fuck you. I take incredible exception to all of this, but most especially the bolded part. How dare you say that. How fucking dare you suggest that a person's life only exists to serve as a lesson to others. A person who died this morning had their own plans for tomorrow. They had hopes and dreams and fears and expectations of the future, just like you and I do. I take it as a deeply personal insult that someone like my Sam was created to die just to give me a lesson. To you and anyone else with the unmitigated gall to suck the scabby dick of a god that requires that: fuck that god, fuck its lesson and fuck you too.

Angry as I am, I'm still far more moral than you to suggest that you dedicate your life to being the object lesson that you preach. However, I reserve the right to gloat over the possibility.

I say that because I, myself, am a handicapped fella.
I can't run; I can't stay in the heat; I can't see clearly; I can't drive. When your immune system bombards your own organs; it kicks like a bitch; that's all.

I realize that my pain helped so many to re-think their lives; helped some people to seek better lives, so somebody sees me when I walk like a zombie and just say "damn....I should treat mamma good before I turn like this fella". Or "Shit.. I should quit smoking, fast-food and unhealthy habits".

I had dreams, but they evaporated. Handicapped people have dreams that got evaporated. And mostly; these dreams are binary dreams for the healthy only; for a brief time only; that's why they evaporate.

You didn't get it yet? humanity was so evil, that it made the standard of happiness a price only the healthy can reach !
Unlike God who has a heaven for all.

I don't mind offering myself as a carpet if it's going to save somebody. Just like humanitarian agents in Africa touch kids with infections, not giving a damn about themselves getting sick.

Just know it: when a bomb falls; I'll be the one covering you from the blast.

Then speak for your goddamn motherfucking piece of shit self, cockgobbler. You are living proof that you are an objectively worse human being (and I'm being generous still keeping you included in that) for your faith. Anyone who takes no lesson from YOU and what it's done to your mentality and morality, and does not abandon this horseshit is also an objectively worse person.