RE: Have you ever said or done really stupid things on purpose just to feel less empty?
October 14, 2017 at 4:52 pm
(October 13, 2017 at 6:12 pm)Hammy Wrote: Have you ever said or done really stupid things on purpose just to feel less empty?
And have you ever felt like a complete idiot for it afterwards?
Has feeling like an idiot made you feel even more empty which causes you do do or say something stupid again just to feel something again. Even just something negative.
And has that vicious cycle repeated itself?
Or does this all sound completely ridiculous?
No, it isn't crazy, but if you want to ask the biggest expert in being an attention whore, we have an asshole controlling our nuclear codes.
The problem is he doesn't know he is an idiot, nor does he care. Sane empathetic people admit when they do stupid shit.
I accept that I am an idiot.