(November 3, 2017 at 12:47 am)Rayden_Greywolf Wrote: So, I've been denying my atheism for years, but man, I just can't do it anymore. That said, there's a reason I've been avoiding it. I'm terrified right now. I don't get how anyone's supposed to be happy like this.
I feel like...all I can do is cope with life now. I don't see what there is to look forward to, or to take reassurance in. Everything just seems empty.
(Why yes, I'm on meds and seeing a counselor. Doesn't help much.)
I don't get this. You know that you have been an atheist for years but denied it. All that has changed is that you have now accepted it.
Yet suddenly everything seems empty? Nothing to look forward to? No reassurance? All you can do is cope with life?
What the hell were you doing before?