RE: New atheist here, gotta say, not loving it
November 3, 2017 at 10:39 pm
(This post was last modified: November 3, 2017 at 10:40 pm by Edwardo Piet.)
(November 3, 2017 at 12:47 am)Rayden_Greywolf Wrote: So, I've been denying my atheism for years, but man, I just can't do it anymore. That said, there's a reason I've been avoiding it. I'm terrified right now. I don't get how anyone's supposed to be happy like this.
I feel like...all I can do is cope with life now. I don't see what there is to look forward to, or to take reassurance in. Everything just seems empty.
(Why yes, I'm on meds and seeing a counselor. Doesn't help much.)
I'm empty as fuck too but I've always been an atheist and I don't see how an Eternal Babysitter would be any better.
Although I must admit that if I genuinely believed I could help get myself and my friends to heaven that would sure as fuck get me motivated. Even though it would be deluded as fuck.