(November 3, 2017 at 12:47 am)Rayden_Greywolf Wrote: So, I've been denying my atheism for years, but man, I just can't do it anymore. That said, there's a reason I've been avoiding it. I'm terrified right now. I don't get how anyone's supposed to be happy like this.
I feel like...all I can do is cope with life now. I don't see what there is to look forward to, or to take reassurance in. Everything just seems empty.
(Why yes, I'm on meds and seeing a counselor. Doesn't help much.)
Hi mate
Just to give my 2 cents worth of advice..what I've realised over my life, is that the meaning of life is not a question that you pose to life, but it's a question that life poses to you.
So figure out what you want to achieve in your life and what legacies you want to leave behind and work towards those goals. Remember, life is what you make of it so in the time you have left, make sure that what you do has a positive impact on others and it's only by making others happy (don't forget yourself too) and strengthening your relationships with those that are close to you, will you enrich your life.
Go forth and be happy my friend.