RE: Having such a hard time in High School right now
March 23, 2018 at 9:17 pm
(This post was last modified: March 23, 2018 at 9:21 pm by Distheist.)
(March 23, 2018 at 8:59 pm)vulcanlogician Wrote: It will get better. Hang in there. High school sucked for me too. Collage is a whole different ballgame.
I'm sure you'll have some good times in high school too, though. Try not to let it get to you
But that's the thing, it won't. I'm such an awkward mess with social interaction and I hate how fake people can be, Life to me isn't about watching some crappy reality tv show or looking at some snotty girl's photo on snapchat or whatever the hell the new social media platform is right now, I want people that desire true connection and not a shallow construct of being.
The other thing that irritates me is how unemphatic people are. Yes i am a bit flamboyant, but my life doesn't just revolve around the fact that I'm gay. I don't want to be a Gay Best Friend, I don't wanna be some random girl's status symbol that doesn't even care about how i feel.
I want to be a stage actor but feel i won't make it, which means i'll also be poor and unhappy. I know i have to have a positive attitude or I'm dooming my self to fail. I'm a committed person, I've been a vegetarian for years, Always stick to my personal thoughts than the herd, and I love nature, traveling, and art.
