(May 27, 2018 at 1:40 am)ignoramus Wrote: Are you making this entirely about YOU and what God did or hasn't done for you?
That's hardly a valid reason for as to why God or Satan or even the boogy man may or may not exist in reality, don't you think?
The problem of evil (in this case, the suffering in the OP's life) does rule out the existence of an omnibenevolent god.
Tbh, this was one of the things that led me to atheism as well. As for the suffering in the OP's life, real solutions involving real people (like a therapist) would be likely to help.